‘Leaving With Broken Dreams…’, Jiah Khan’s 6-Page Suicide Note For ‘Sooraj Pancholi’ Was Heart-Wrenching!
Today, almost ten years later, the CBI Special Court has delivered its final verdict in the suicide case of Bollywood actress Jiah Khan. In this case, Sooraj Pancholi, the boyfriend of the late actress, is accused of abetting Jia into committing suicide. Meanwhile, the CBI filed charges for the death of Jia Khan. CBI charged Jia’s friend, Sooraj Pancholi, with aiding and abetting suicide under Section 306 of the Indian Penal Code (IPC).However, In the final verdict Sooraj Pancholi declared free.
Actually, after the death of the actress on June 3, 2013, letters from Jiah Khan’s home were included in the CBI’s indictment. In this letter received by the CBI from Jiah, we inform you that very serious allegations have been filed against Suraj Pancholi, including torture, fraud and lying.
Jiah Khan’s Suicide Letter
Jiah wrote in her suicide note: “I don’t know how to say this, but I can say it because I have nothing to lose. I lost everything. If you are reading this, I probably left Or about to left. I’m broken. You may not know, but you are so touched by me that I lost myself in loving you. You haunt me every day. These days I don’t see the lights. I don’t want to wake up. There was a time when I saw my life and my future with you, but you shattered my dreams.”
Jiah Khan Was Afraid of Being Pregnant
She added, “I feel dead inside. I never gave so much attention to anyone. You cheated and lied to me in exchange for my love. It doesn’t matter How many gifts I give you and how beautiful I think you are. I was afraid of being pregnant, but I completely gave in, and the pain destroyed me and my soul. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t think. I run away most of the time.”
Jiah Khan wrote about Abortion
Talking about abortion Jiah’s pain spilled in the letter, “I had an abortion when I was hurt deeply. When I got back, you ruined my Christmas dinner and my birthday lunch. When you do your best to make your birthday special. You decided to stay away from me on Valentine’s Day. You promised me to get engaged in a year.”
Jiah Khan Reveals Suraj Raped, abused and tortured
With Regrets she wrote, “I don’t know why luck brought us together. I have been through so much pain, rape, abuse and torture and I don’t deserve it. I’m afraid you will hurt me emotionally and physically. Your whole life consists of parties and women while I have you and my job. If I live here, I will miss you. so I ended my 10-year career and said goodbye to my dream.”
Jiah Khan Felt Helpless at her last moment
At the end, Jiah wrote in a letter: “I wish you loved me as much as I loved you.” I dreamt of our future. I dream of our success. I am leaving with broken dreams and empty promises. Now I want to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing,yet I have had everything. Even with you I feel so alone. You make me feel isolated and helpless.”
