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Female25 and married from 6 months …shadi se phle main job kar rhi thi bank mae but after marriage my husband told me ki job ki jarurat nhi hai jo b meri demand ho ya kuch b ho he is always dere .arrange marriage thi toh i thought iss baat ka issue create nhi krungi lyk he dont imposed his order bs unhone bola so i chose to left d job…ab baat yeh hai ki mere husband bhot busy rehte hain like unke pass mere liye time hi nahi hai like vo pure ek din mae mko 1 hr. Se jyada nhi de paate ..like he even dont care about my feelings…kbhi kbhar aisa lagta unko merese kuch lena dena hi nahi hai main kuch b krun ..khin b jaun ..kessi b houn.. he never ask me anything..main subha late uthti hun around 11 toh mere uthne se phle office chle jate hain or mujhe kbhi uthate ya btate b nahi ..n jb main puchun he ws lyk disturb ni krna tha or raat ko jb office se aate hain dinner krte hain n baat kr rhi hoti n vo so jate hain mid of convo or mujhe zraa b tym ni dete..whenevr i tlk to him abt dis vo avert kr dete things ko ya bol dete mujhe argue nhi krna ya he ws like pls make tea for me just to avoid things..communication toh jaruri h na marriage me..mtlb itna b kya busy hona har tym phone laptop bs projects nd oll..ek din mne unko bola ki aaj pura din mera toh frst he promised me but 2 hrs k baad he ws lyk meko 100 kaam hote main vella ni hu dat thing hurts me..jb b main cll krti hu he is like hnji kaam bolo..ya urgent h hurt krti hain cheezein..ek din i said mujhe shopping p jana he was lyk raju(driver)ko bhjta hu..n mene bola main pura din ghar p bor ho jati he was like aap shopping kro.. ghumo..movies dekho aapke liye hi kaam kr raha hu..he nver speaks rude to me but hum agar kbhi date pe b jate hain toh clients aage aisa krke 2-3 baar restaurant mae akele chod k aa jate hain..khana b vo sheela di(maid) se hi kha jate hain ..main married hun but mujhe main abhi b single hi lgti hu..main saturday club jau kbhi b aaun he dont care..one day my frnd suggestd ki tum unko jealous feel krwao dat saturday nght i didnt come home but he clld me in morning ws like khan the aap toh mene bola friend k ghar he actd normal jesse kuch hua hi nahi mujhe bhot gussa aaya n i askd him clearly ki yh sb kya hai dont you care?n he said i love you nd i trust you iske baad main kuch bol nhi payi mujhe phle lgta tha inka affair na ho but ab toh lockdwn hai toh he is at home toh kuch aisa b nahi hai jb b pucho he is like busy hun hmare future k liye hi hoon…i wnt ki aap luxury life jio..main unke samne kisi se b baat krun vo bilkul normal act krte mn unke samne apne male frnz se video cll krun toh b he is like mn project p kaam kr rha hun mn bhr ja rha aap baat kro n main puri puri raat kbhi kbhi phone chlati hun or soti b nahi toh b unko koi farak nhi pdta main clubs jaun kisi k sath b toh b nahi..mene unko pucha ki he wants divorce agar vo khush nhi hain toh he is like aap overthink kar rhi ho cheezon ko aisa kuch nhi ..mene bola mere pass toh rha kro vo hmesha aise bolte aapke pss hi btha hun sb jagah pss hi toh ho..mne bola shadi toh jbrdsti se nhi ki fam ne vo b nahi hai..vo bolte bs apko khush dekhna chahta hu ..par main toh khush hi nhi hu…kuch hai hi nhi life me main toh mumma papa se b share nhi kr paa rhi because kya bolun unse samajh nhi aa rha..its like vo mujhse pyaar hi nhi krte husband toh hai but hai b nhi.. sara din mn phone tv ghumke aise nikalti hu …unka aise behaviour ka reason ni smjh aa rha..nah affair hai na koi ex thi fir kya reason hai..m just not getting it ki khan glti ho rhi hai mujhse main bhot preshan ho gyi hu ths thng killin me!!!hlp me out friends😥