Hiii…F25 yrs.. Mera ek best frnd hai one year se hm log bahut acche frnd hai fb se maine usse bt krna strt kiya tha kafi kuch milta tha hm dono me to dosti jyda ho gai or hm best frnd bn gye us k bd milne lage movie malls and jaha bhi mujhe jana hota woh mere sath jata mujhe apne bike pe le kr… Jb hamari dosti hui thi 1mahine k bd hi usne bahut intrest dekhana suru kr diya tha let night call and chts kabhi kabhi woh mujhse ek lover k jaise bt krta tha or mera khyal bhi rakhta tha to mujhe kab usse pyr ho gya i dont know but mai ne usse nhi bataya Or usne mujhe bola k woh mujhse pyr krta hai but mujhe yakin nhi aya or Maine jb bar bar confirm krna chaha to usne bola dosti wala pyr hai ye but woh mujhse let night bt krta tha or woh ek govt school me teacher hai mai usse roz school jane k liye uthati thi us k school k raste me mera office hai to woh mujhe roz office drop krta tha hm roz sath me jate thy. Or har 15 days me ek br kahi ghumne bhi jate thy or aise rehte thy jaise couples Or mujhe bahut manta bhi tha but usne mujhe bataya k woh future nhi sochta hai mere sath kyu k usse lagta hai sab kuch kismat se hota hai to mujhe ye sahi nhi laga or Maine usse duri bnana suru kr diya kyu k mujhe bad me bahut attachment barha k chorna nhi tha jb mai usse dur hone lagi to usse bura lagne laga or woh mujhe or jyda bt krne laga or dur nhi hone diya after that i feel I truely love him or mujhe us k sath future me rehna hai jb maine usse ye sab bataya to woh bola nhi woh mujhe sirf apni dost samjhta hai or ab mai sochti hu sayad kuch time Or sath rahenge to usse bhi mujhse pyr ho jye ga but woh mujhe har bt pe ye realise krata hai k usse mujhse koi feeling hi nhi hai sirf dost hai br br bolta rehta hai or bolta hai mujhse koi bhi expectation mt rakhna or kabhi kabhi khud hi muhse pyr wali bt krta hai or jb mai kuch bolti hu future k bare me ya sadi k bare me to bolta hai kismat me hoga to ho jye ga or mujhe mere future husband k sath khush rehne ki dua deta hai or jb mere ghr wale koi rista dekhte hai to mai usse batati hu to bolta hai kr lo…. But mai usse ab bahut jyda pyr krti hu or usse alag rehna possible nhi hai usse cll msg kiye bina nhi reh sakti hu woh mujhe ignore bhi krta hai or ab pehle jaisa kuch bhi nhi hai… Mujhe bahut rona ata hai is bt pe jb mai chahati thi usse dur hona usse bahut samjhaya tha but nhi mana tha bar bar cll msg krta tha or nhi manta tha….ye bolta tha mujhe tumhari adat hai tum kaise mujhse bt bnd kr sakti ho jb adat chut jye ga tb mt krna or Maine us k situation ko samjha tha but ab mai us k begair nhi reh sakti hu woh nhi samjh raha hai . … Mere frnds bolte hai woh tumse kabhi sadi nhi krega kyu k uska govt job hai usse koi Beautiful ladki mil jyegi… But mai us k begair nahi rah pa rahi hu mai kya kru plzzz suggest me ….