#confession #8977
I am 50years old have 3kids 23,21,19,married to responsible but strictly guy I am contented with my family but why im attracted with a guy 30years of age single, and he was also attracted with me,at first i ignore he confess his feelings to me but then i was thingking and assuming that his feelings was like a child with his mother was out of herside but then he tried to convince me we tried to make LDR relationship,i dont understand my feeling about at first i tried my best to convince him find a girl suit for him i suggested some ladies n help him, back up him but after 1month of nothing communication he message me that he can do everything to love another but his feeling to me always be at his heart n he said to me please give me a chance to love you he said at this moment im confuse with this guy ok fine i take the chance make affair with him LDR by chating n calling at after a month myfeelings developed with him and we are now 4month in this kind of relationship but sometimes it hurts for me because i have family but he tried to calm me he accepted that i.mnot free he contented to love me,but my feelings also love him too but i feel hurts what can i do i dont like to hurt my family but i don like to hurt him too,